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My experience in Gezi Protests started on Friday, May 31st. I went to Taksim Square at around 10 pm because I was feeling remorse for not being there as I watched the news and followed the horrible events on tv. It was like a war field when we arrived. Police were everywhere. We had to walk for a while to get to the main square and our eyes started to burn long before we arrived. The tear gas was so strong that it started burning our eyes when we were 600 yards away from where it was actually being used. At last we came to the main square. There were about 200 people in the square but a bigger crowd was in the Istiklal Street. Where the police were attacking them with water canons and throwing tear gas continuously. We tried going that direction and joining the crowd to support them but when we tried to move towards there they started throwing tear gas at us too. It was the first time I experienced tear gas in my life and it was the most horrible thing I ever breathe in. It was thrown right next to us and as soon as it was thrown my whole face, mouth, nose and eyes started burning. I couldn’t breathe or see anything. I started running and ran towards the little stores on the side of the street. I started hitting their windows to take me in and thankfully they did. I felt happy for a minute and thought I was safe but I wasn’t. They saw us hiding into stores and threw more towards that direction. The gas started coming into store and filled that little place too. That was the scariest moment. There was nowhere to escape, nowhere to hide from it. There was gas outside and inside and we didn’t have any other chance than to breathe it in as it burned our lungs, faces and eyes. I started coughing very hard because I couldn’t breathe anymore. Then all of a sudden a small door opened behind me and someone pulled me in there. It was the little storage room of the grocery store and there was a fan, which gave the air inside to outside so there wasn’t that much gas in there. The guy that pulled me in there gave me a piece of cardboard for me to fan my face and lemon to rub my face with. Apparently lemon was good for tear gas and it took away the burning on my face. After 5 or 10 minutes we went outside again. We were just standing on the street and not even attacking the police. We didn’t even have anything to attack them with. They threw some more gas as we gathered in the street again. Every time they threw it we were just running away and finding somewhere to hide. They threw it about 5 times in 30 minutes. Then they stopped for a little while. After like 30 minutes they threw it again. As soon as they threw it we ran away and hid into and apartment. I ran in there we closed the door and looked outside. There was a man on the ground screaming and holding his face in pain. He was literally in agony on the ground. I think the capsule hit him and hurt him and burned his face. We opened the door and ran to him to help him but as soon as we came near him they threw gas at us. We were screaming and telling them to please stop so we could help him. We grabbed him and brought him in the apartment we were hiding in. People started putting anti acidic medicine on his face and fanning him, he was passed out. Then I saw an ambulance passing on the street. We jumped outside and shouted at the ambulance to stop. It did and we put the man in the ambulance. I stayed there until like 4 in the morning that day then left. I kept going to Taksim every day. -Defne






I first met my friend Trucker in 1970 at a rally against the Vietnam War. Our demo was going to start on the Berkeley campus and continue with a march down Telegraph Avenue. This was shortly after the National Guard and police had murdered six demonstrators at Kent State and Jackson State, so the mood was extremely tense. The Berkeley city government had denied us a permit to march and called in police reinforcements from Oakland. The Oakland cops had a reputation for brutality (based on their treatment of the black population), and we were expecting an ugly and possibly violent confrontation. Out of fear, many people decided not to march, but others of us argued that marching was now more important than ever. We needed to defy the government’s attempts to scare us into silence.

